every day
a hole
burned into the couch
in a rented apartment
a hole
burned into the couch
in a rented apartment
reminds me of you
when I couldn’t hold
a cigarette in my hand
shaking more than usual
a cigarette in my hand
shaking more than usual
reading, at dawn,
the messages
the messages
in which you abandon me
how euphemistic of me
I am fluent in NVC
I feel, I need, I ask
still
I feel, I need, I ask
still
the deposit is probably lost forever
